typically as these stories go we begin at the end, go back in time towards the beginning and gradually work our way up towards the future scene. well I’m not going to do that. I’m just telling a story as obscure, simplistic, distorted, manipulated as I can through a colander that is my fractured memory. these things don’t matter anyways, my perspectives and my own past, the nuanced aspects of it. this is maybe why I find it easily writable.